Growth

I feel like I’ve truly grown recently. Not only my singing, also physically in height! And my visual art skills are in a new stage of development. I almost feel like leaving art school this summer is a mistake.. Which is sad because I don’t have an option …

I will find other ways to grow! I hope I don’t forget to continually make artistic efforts regardless of whether I’m currently enroled in school or not.

iPhone OS 3.0 beta released!

So yesterday the iPhone os 3.0 developer beta was announced and released. The best new features include copy and paste, mms, stereo Bluetooth, application & accessories working together, and many others. Apparently there’s actually more features than were announced as well. I’m hoping they will allow for a lot more custom settings to make iPhone use more suited to your own needs.

Utada “This Is The One” March 24th :)

Omg!
Utada’s new English album is about to be released on march 24th! So exciting. It’s a great album, I’ve listened to it online because I couldn’t wait but I’ll definitely buy it. Utada is excellent! I love Poppin’, This One, Taking My Money Back hell I love all the songs.

Excitement!! Aaah

I’m really excited because in a few days BoA will release her first ever American single on iTunes!! Also, Britney Spears is releasing her first single from her 6th album “Circus”, which is called “Womanizer”. BoA’s single is called “Eat You Up”, and it’s really great.

Well that’s all for now folks.

Blah

I’m bored so I decided to write in my blog cause I felt like typing on my phone…..

So two nights ago I applied to Avex as a singer, model, and actor. I couldn’t find a REAL full body picture though.. The sucky thing is it’s kinda a competition so they’re only going to sign one person I think. Makes my chances pretty slim.

The photo attached is one I just got my friend to take yesterday with my phone in photography class. It’s not so bad lol but my head looks huge / face looks weird …

I still need to get some professional photos done and printed and finally do my complete demo to send in to Sony Japan though, since they don’t do online auditions unfortunately.

Wow

Well, I decided not to audition for SM Entertainment because I’m going to audition for Japanese companies instead. I’ve been looking at Sony Music Japan and SKY Corporation talent agency.

My sister is gonna take my pics for me for my audition portfolio. Here’s one of the pics we took yesterday. I’m not gonna send it in though because you can’t really identify me from this photo.

Real Friends

Do you ever feel like even your oldest friends don’t support your actions… I mean you tell them about something you plan to do, and they shoot you right down? They say you’re not good enough, you won’t make it, and things like that… I mean I hope I am never like this to anyone because it’s really rude and it’s making me really upset today.

The reason why it bothers me SO much is because I KNOW my own capabilities, I know my talents, I know my skills, and I know exactly what I look like. So don’t tell me “you’d better practice your singing” or “you’re not good looking enough” because if it’s true, I am completely aware of it! And I’d never tell someone else that they are not good looking enough to do what they aspire to do. I think that’s a terrible thing to say.

I know what the odds of me becoming famous in a country where I can’t even speak the language are. I’m well aware of what I look like, and I don’t think I’m ugly at all. I’m also completely aware of my talents and skill-set, I happen to think I’m a pretty good singer and I’m improving every day, and I know myself better than anyone ever can. 

Real friends will believe in you, like I believe in all of my friends.

First iPhone post!

It’s pretty neat that I can even include pictures in my posts!

P.S. Ignore the toilets!

I love this iPhone app!

New Blog~

SM! Pick Me~

I just got this blog. I used to use a blog on Blogspot, but I switched to WordPress because they have a fully featured iPhone application.  

SO.. My friend Megan has just informed me, that Korean talent agency SM Entertainment is looking for people to audition in Toronto, ON on October 18th!

 

I’m very excited about this because I do think I’m somewhat talented and I’m not totally hideous either.

SO yeah. It’s gonna be fun!! I’m excited to go and see all the cool people auditioning.

I want to get really fit for the audition though. I only have about 2 months so I’d better start working out very hard otherwise I won’t be able to make much of a difference in fitness.